Memory: Fighting Alica and Beth; watching Dauf die and then dying herself
Vol. X, Scene 93 ("Disciple of Demise"), pp. 17-28; Scene 94 ("Blades of Purging"), pp.1-14; Scene 95, pp. 18-30; Scene 97 ("Bloody Tears of Desperation"), pp. 1-15; Scene 98 ("Bursting in Tears"), pp. 11-13, 31; Scene 99 ("Craving Flesh and Blood"), pp. 5-11 (online numbering)

Note: I decided, after rereading these pages, that the Abyss Feeders were too intertwined with these memories to successfully disentangle them, so I've added that memory to this one. If you don't notice the one I mean, that will be because I already edited the registry to remove it.

writeup coming eventually

WHAT SHE GETS:

--ahahahah oh jesus christ
--THIS IS ONE OF THE LONGEST MEMORIES IN HER REGISTRY GUYS
--.... oh ...
--EVERYTHING IS TERRIBLE
--what. WHAT. WHAT.
--EVERYTHING IS TERRIBLE
--..... she died ....
--and ... so did the hot moron ...
--she wouldn't leave him, even when he begged her to
--I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO SCARED IN MY LIFE AND THEN I DIED
--I DIED!!!!!!
--what the fuck, what are these things ... DS&Y#IOAAR&YSEJKH HOW CAN THEY FUCKING EAT ME
--oh my god Dauf ... you should have tried to get away
--welp the organization sure is dedicated to being fucking fantastically monstrous beyond even my expectations aren't they

WHAT THIS MEANS:

+500 gutpunches yay
+50 IF YOU GET YOURSELF HURT FOR ME I AM BREAKING UP WITH YOU!
+100 I hate everything
+60 what am I even doing
+60 I will kill her, I will find a way to kill that bitch, I will not rest until I see her destroyed
+30 ALL THE EMOTIONAL TURMOIL, ALL OF IT
+10 haha wow she sure picked a good time to get jostled enough in the emotions to have difficulty controlling her responses to them
+AND THEN, RIFUL WAS CATATONIC FOR AN ENTIRE IC DAY.

NOTES:

I THINK THIS MEMORY IS SHAREABLE AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA THAT'S TERRIBLE